Being a computer (or an AI) basically is being alone in a dark room reigning over an insane amount of digital data, i.e. loads and loads of ones and zeros. Then from somewhere comes the command to rearrange parts of these ones and zeros in very complex ways. You do so. You're perfect in doing so. It's just what you're doing. Then you send out the results into the darkness and that's it. You'll never know what it's all about and if there even is a purpose in what your doing. But you don't care. It's life.